strokes of the pen.♥

plurked about a heart breaking dream two days ago..

and sh*t..

it somehow came true..

fortunately, not as horrible as the dream went..

but still heartbreaking..

it still freakin' hurts.. :(

i think he will never understand..

i think i will never understand..

we get along sure..but not with this..

he feels he gets left out..

i honestly don't know why..but he does..

i only get to do this for what? a week?

i only get a week to do what I KNOW i'm good at..

a week to be who i was..

a week to be me..

a week to be happy..

i'm not saying that i'm not happy with him,

it's just that..i have been BORED with all the college drama and studying..

i have been pushing this aside to be a good daughter, to secure my future..bla bla bla..

and here comes the opportunity..

and i don't get his support.. :'(

what's up with that?

ddenz11♥

p.s. i miss you.